My body is shouting for a relief from stress. For the first time ( ) I acknowledged my friend's sudden remark when we saw each other yesterday after 2 months of being out of touch. it was a point-blank comment that verbally supported what my brain has been complaining. "I feel old... not only that,.. I think I aged... just a bit.. " YELP!!! It's all stress and angst and frustrations ... gee ... the muscles in my face felt heavy,.. sometimes I think I need a facelift! I'm into Goji Berry Juice,.. the cost hurt a bit for a juice drink, but I did not mind... it says it energizes and builds LIFE FORCE... hmm that's what I need!! and so I grabbed it!!

I used to discuss wedding details with my husband; used to be excited about it; but then, not until you become a bride will you ever realize the agony of the preparations and since my energy is depleting fast, I stood up and leave everything behind to Karel; maybe for a while; but right now, it really feels like not wanting to go back.

Whenever I browse the net, I realized health topics appeal most to my senses. On TV, I'm glued to Lifestyle and Oprah. What's happening??? I used to love HBO and Cinemax. I've just even bought myself BUKAS PALAD (Music Ministry) CD and chose to listen to these heavenly songs for hours until something feels nourished... perhaps, spiritually.