I'm kinda sad right at this moment about my parents decision to give up the shop. I was talking to Mama a while ago and she left me here with a sad face to accompany Tintin to school. Anyways,when Ervin heard this from me, he said he wanna talk to Mama cuz something;s running in his head. But I don't know now what to do, I have tried to keep it for several months, but I guess it really has to go.
As I was staring blankly on the monitor in front of me, I recalled I have to see the revised misallet Roselyn was working on yesterday. I turned my head just behind right side where Roselyn was sitting and asked her to email me a copy of the revision. When I looked back at the monitor, my attention was caught by the Bible lying next the the keyboard. I grasped it and whispered a short prayer a few seconds before I opened a page. As I read the passage, it was bulls eye!!! It said: SUDDEN CHANGES OF FORTUNE - Bad luck can sometimes lead to success and a stroke of good luck can sometimes lead to loss. (Sirach 20:9)

Maybe God has better plans, but for me, for now, I cannot afford yet to welcome good thoughts, it feels like losing someone you love. I'm brooding again simply because I've been a part of it and parting ways hasn't really been easy in the first place.