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Friday the 9th of May 2008

10:05 PM

Feeling like dying in vain....

"To receive the love of God is to recognize it is all around us, above us and beneath us; speaking to us through every person, every flower, every trial and situation."

- - - - - - I've embraced that long time ago. I asked for wisdom and I was given difficulties with hidden lessons to learn. I asked for patience and I was given delays. I asked for faith and God gave me LOVE.

Through the years of finding myself, I found God. He gave me a treasure what others find worthless. From brokeness He molded me as His servant and now that I'm ready, it's time to carry out my purpose.

The job has never been easy. More often than not, it's depleting! Just like now when I feel like running on a treadmill, keeping the pace but getting nowhere; when all the water in the river runs dry, thirst unquenchable to all inhabitants.

I'm beginning to doubt myself. I don't know if I can heed His call. Where am I putting all those what I heard from Him? I've known His heart. But being a human, I know I'm prone to fail.